FIRST LOVE THAT BECAME THE LAST
Love is a bliss that comes to only the luckiest persons. When done at tender age it is called an infatuation. But does it really has to do something with age? I don't think so. It has no reason to come and no season to go. Embrace it with your open arms as it comes, and let it go if it goes. Just be contented that for a while in your life it was yours.
I was in std.9 when i first saw him. He came to live beside our apartment . I didn't knew what had happened to me. I was always on cloud 9. His mom came to enquire about the society with my mom, and soon both the families became frnds as they were knowing each other since ages. He was fair enough ,tough body and cute looks. But he often looked sad and lost in his own world.I wanted him to make the first approach and talk with me but to my utmost dissappointment he never did so.
He took admission in my school and to my utmost joy in my section. One month passed away and we didnt spoke though my gestures might well have intimated him about my wishes.
I often dreamt of him and used to imagine him as my bridegroom who would come on a white horse and pick me up with one hand and take me to unending paths of stars.
Suddenly my dreams were shattered one day when i came to know that they are shifting to some other city. His mom informed us that ''his'' health has started to deteriorate since they shifted here. They went away and he didnt came to meet me. My tears rolled down but i composed myself by saying that he might be having some girlfriend somewhere else.
One sunny morning when i was sitting in my lawn ,postman came and handed me a letter. It was addressed to me. Who on the earth would write me a letter? It was ''his'' letter. As my eyes went through the words my heart started aching and tears went down like anything. He has written " I know about your feelings and i too developed the same feeling the day i saw you. But i am not so fortunate to love anyone. The more you tried to come close to me the more i ran from you. My mom might not have informed to you that i m only for few months or maybe few weeks. I told mom about you and she wept like anything . The only way to stop you from going any further was to go far from your sight. You are the first person in my life who had kindled that pious feeling and when i would die your soothing face would lessen my pain. I have developed brain tumour and am in the critical stage. For next seven lives you would be mine.----Bye "
It was like destiny has cheated me. Why did he came to my apartment as a sweet breeze of love and went away after ruining me in love? Years have passed and life has moved on. But still his cute face remains alive in front of my life. He was my first and last love. First love is like the first morning dew and purifies you from heart.
Its hard to convince anyone about my love so i had posted this article here for the readers who were in love for at least a while in there life.
Tags: Love & Lost
